the rainbow always comes after the rain.


okay i think today i cried the most number of times in a day at school. i cried like 3 times today. wth. ya ya, i'm such a crybaby. whatever. i'm really sorry for those who say me crying today :X super unglam and i feel so embarrassed for crying in front of so many people but i think it's better to just cry than to hold it in cause it releases your pent-up emotions and relieves LOADS of tension in your body. but the results i got for english were a real disappointment. i shan't reveal them here because it's really terrible. SS was a total shocker though. i thought that i wouldn't be able to pass like maybe was thinking that i'd get around um, 17/50 or something. when ms tan give em the paper and said "you did really well for this one ah" i was like O.O more surprise than happiness, the happiness came later.

i think i might really have to drop to combined after all, my EOY results are truly horrifically atrocious. i might even have to die. okay, just kidding but you get the feeling. good thing HE didn't see me crying, so unglam!! omg. thanks to the people who comforted me today, like gwenlyn, geraldine, amanda, sam. you guys made me feel better.i can't believe i failed so many papers though!! ugh, i have a headache from all the crying earlier. gonna sleep it off. will post pics from andre's birthday party another day.