a feeling of nostalgia has suddenly swept through me, leaving me speechless. i was just listening to a cover of Taylor Swift's You Belong with Me and suddenly old memories came flooding back into my mind. sigh. i really wonder why sometimes i find good memories just so hard to appreciate but instead, i feel like crying when i think of all the good memories i had, and probably don't deserve. many things in life are just hard to explain, and it's hard for me to not feel the way i do about everything, about my studies, about my memories, him, and just everything else.

i was just webcamming with edrea ytd and it was a lot of fun, she said i looked like a bunny, i have no idea why. but i'll just take it as a compliment anyway. i really do miss my primary school friends. like a lot. especially my old clique. the fun we used to have. sometimes when you think of the people you miss and you'll question God, "Why do you always separate me from the people I love?" but have you ever thought of it as, we take these people for granted when they're right by our side, but once they leave, you realise just how much you love them and need them.

On a side note, I just read Xiaxue's blog and the most recent post
has pictures of models and her commentaries on the pictures, which are not very good. these models include those like Xuesha and Naomi Liu. i may be wrong, but i sense on internet blog war brewing. oh well. i'll just sit by the side and watch :D not that i can interfere anyways.

the pretty good taylor swift cover: