oh dear. i really shouldn't be blogging right now but o.o oh well. since i'm on the computer. i really ought to be having a sense of urgency right about now but no. my lazy body and mind remains lazy. this must be why i have a high probability of dropping to combined science next year. off to study. I WILL BE ON A HIATUS UNTIL EXAMS ARE OVER. REALLY. I PROMISE. anyone who reads a post posted on my blog after this one, feel free to give me a slap when you see me. i need it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH AND HM (:

haha okay josh i own you present. don't sad cause people never sing birthday song for you in class but sing for bryan when it's not even his birthday. omg ytd night was so damn funny. i was messaging jeremy and we kept suan-ing marcus like siao. seriously on a marcus suaning rampage. haha hope marcus doesn't see this :X i finished reading another jodi picoult book last night. super addicted to her books can. finished vanishing acts alr. super nice (: still got like 3 more of her books in my phone haven't read yet.

today had the chinese mock test. it was okay la huh. but darren super sad. like few more words and he finish. ah EOY is getting nearer and nearer. better study man -.- maybe sat go study with kristy. at berrylite HAHA! i'm addicted to their yoghurt.


haha wanna see crazy but awesome inventions??
the butter stick is my absolute fav. crazy but awesome.

no. to tell you the truth, i wouldn't cause even after i settle we will somehow fight again. and the cycle will repeat. so just let it be.

okay i'm seriously damn pissed now. SUPER PISSED I SWEAR. i didn't want to go home eat lunch at home so i was going to eat aqt the coffeeshop with jes. then tried calling my father tons of times but nvr pick up. so i try calling my home also no one pick up. then i call my mum ask if i can eat outside then she tell me my father buy alr. wth. then i say my father nvr pick up then she say that he buy alr. so i go home and my father sleeping. wth. and my bro never hear the phone. YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE BLOODY BEST PART?? NO LUNCH FOR ME AT HOME!!!

and then my bro come in with some small snack supposed to be mine. you know what the idiot say?? "can i have this? yes i can" wtf i was super pissed i screamed at him to take it and get the hell out of my room. !!@&^!*@#&*(P!@)*#&(@& SUPER PISSED.


I HATE EVERYONE.

okay first of all, i didn't even hear you talk to me. and i dao you because i thought you still angry with me. and secondly, i talk abt lydia right. you can at least say something right. you know how i hate it whenever we fight before walking to school then we have to walk in silence. do you realise that you just said that i can only talk abt the things you're interested in. so if nothing in my life interests you then i cannot talk to you at all ah.

plus that time i really dunno why you suddenly like very late. but after that i nvr say already right?? and i saw but i was on my way so i thought no need reply but at least i got reply your first message right. and i got say see HIM never see you meh. i thought you angry with me don't want talk to me so i just dao you lor. at you don't want talk about lydia then you just never say anything so obviously i will think that you angry.

and i thought you still angry that's why i never find you to go recess okay. aiya recently we keep on fighting a lot, i also dunno what's happening with our friendship. i just keep remembering us walking to school in silence.

you want to know the reason i'm angry? ok i tell you. i angry because you angry with me because i'm late. i know you need to study for your history test but many times when i want to study for my test then you late, come around 7.30, i'm a bit pissed but i never say anything because it's a small matter to fight over. then i do this once and you angry. okay. next time whatever you don't want to talk about just tell me you not interested to know okay, i go tell other people. don't just keep quiet otherwise i will think that you're pissed cause i said something wrong. okie that's all (:

tata (:

I LOVE MY AWESOME NEW JUICY COUTURE FLIP FLOPS!!

OH YA,I'M SO SUPER ANGRY WITH MARCUS HENG. you stupid moron. call me nerd. i'm so pissed. ARGH. stayed back in school today until like 5 to study physics. jeremy taught me (: then also got angeline mummy, johanna and that STUPID marcus. they taught me, cheryl and man xin. then i saw him on monday and today <3 eep, so cute (: haha then talked to lydia ytd for the first time in 3 years. she lost damn a lot fo weight and she's much prettier now. gawd, am i the only fat person who put on MORE weight since primary school i'm so going on a strict diet from now on. less carbs. and i shall only eat a proper dinner cause i'm forced to since i have it at home. breakfast and dinner shall be kept to the absolute minimum.

last saturday almost died from so much walking. i wore my new juicy couture flip flops and could hardly walk. they're so heavy and high. so not practical, but oh so chio. smart me, i brought an extra pair of flip flops. i almost fell walking down the steep steps on my japanese class building. good thing kristy was beside me, otherwise i would be in the hospital by now. so totally wearing them more often to tone my legs.

shit, shouldn't even be blogging now. study study study.

15 MORE DAYS TO EOY!!!!

stupid eunice. never invite me to your private blog ): omgosh, holidays have been over in the blink of an eye and i have hardly touched my homework!! now suddenly cannot post pics. oh well, my blog got mood de 0.o so far i just finished jodi picoult's songs of the humpback whale. not too bad, but kind of fell below my expectations.then i downloaded like 5 more of her books into my phone so i'm reading 19 minutes. not bad. at the beginning abit boring but after that it gets more exciting (:

ok a bit sian already. oh ya, i created a japanese blog. it's on a japanese blog site but i type in english, duh. but can navigate around the site at least. simple japanese still can understand but so far i'm still trying to post. oh well (: but seriously like ALL the japanese use it. including all the celebrity blogs so far (: okie, once i set it up i'll decide whether to post the link or i want it to be private cause NO ONE will find it anyways (: TATA.

FINALLYYYYYYYYY. blogger can upload pics alr. saturday before jap class met kristy to watch bandslam at iluma but had lunch at yoshinoya before that (: hee. my fav beef bowl. then they had this weird poster with freaky eyes. then after the show went to eat frozen yoghurt (100% fat-free!) at berrylite. super nice plus i got a toppings voucher. YAY! so going to eat thr again. then we went to sit and wathc this random cleo make over thing just to waste time until japanese class. LOL and we ended up going to the intercontinental hotel's toilet like 3 times in one day. mad or not you tell me. then friday also went to nihon mura with kristy right. then she came my house and we played the wii. nothing good can come out of 2 overly enthu girls playing wii boxing. the result=a super funny vid of us being unglam. LOL. i'm afraid of the after-effects of seeing kristy for 2 days straight. i may become even weirder than usual. haha (:oh well, but it was fun.been feeling really depressed recently. thanks jes, for always picking up the phone and listening to me even though you can hardly make out what i'm saying through my tears. thanks for being on my side and giving me advice. i'll cheer up soon, i promise. well then. pictures speak a thousand words.